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| Tuesday, August 26, 2008 |
| omg. first entry ! |
so today's august 26th.
i went to my school orientation.
but it sucked ass; there wasn't an interpreter.
i was pretty much sitting there wondering what the hell was going on.
but my friends told me it was mostly repetive & too boring.
and i agree. it was just a total waste of time.
& thanks to this girl krista, she wrote down important stuff for me.
like... the teachers' name, the dress code and etc.
and then it was home for me.
laptop all day ! :D
and my mom like, shaved my one of my dogs & put lotion on him.
lmao she's just mentally crazy.
and my sista's like, sleeping over at her friend's once again.
so i'm sleeping alone again tonight.
and guess what !
i'm gonna be away for 3-4 days, starting this thursday.
but if you want to be technical - friday, in the a.m.
so i'll be back this sunday. i don't know what time.
but i don't care at all.
and i'll be bringing my camera
- how can't i bring my camera?! haha.
i'll be posting pictures when i get back.
or maybe during one of the days. if i even bring my laptop.
but anyways. finally, a vacation.
i honestly needed one! i haven't been to the shore in years.
it's gonna be fun (: i've already packed the clothes, kinda.
alrite, imma wrap this up.
i think this is enough for an entry, don't you think?
(:
p.s. - imma write about my thoughts/feelings.
it's 11:40 & i'm not really tired. but i keep thinking about someone.
well cause he left me smiling tonight :]
 & goshhh. you really have no idea how intense my feelings can get.
and he doesn't even like me back :/ it stills hurt. but of course, imma pull through.
just like this quote image thinger.
and this definitely doesn't help at all :/
the other night, i was bored; but right now i feel pathetic over it.
but i thought up of 89 reasons why i love him & i told him about it.
and his reply was just 'cool'.
it just makes me wonder. really.
i have like, no idea what to do.
i'm kinda confused, actually. cause of this conv a few nights ago.
where he denied the fact that i won't get what i want.
and that is having closeness with someone i truely love.
but he told me not to worry about it :/
godddd.
and he doesn't know this but.
everytime it's 11:11 i keep wishing for him.
every night, before i go to sleep. i hug his monkey plushie & say i love you.
i sleep with his shirt next to me every night.
i think of him when i wake up.
ugh.
i just feel so pathetic/stupid.
i screwed up bigass time.
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posted by katiee; @ 5:50 PM  |
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